Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Broken

Wakin to a sunny day
Not a cloud up in the sky
But then it starts to rain
With all the pain Ive cried
My walls fall to the ground
And drown in all my tears
Bringing up my fears
So weak and alone
I fell broken
Bro-o-o ken
Oh so broken
Oh so broken, broken

So open and exposed
Im falling down
But no one is here, and there's rain all around
Im bleedings all my tears
Knives and needles
All so clear
but i cant hold on anymore
Tears fogging these eyes of mine
Slowly, slowly going blind (im letting go)
So weak and alone
I fell broken
Bro-o-o ken
Oh so broken
Oh so broken, broken

--instrumental--

BUT
I find strength in all this pain
a single smile in all this rain
a friend in this darkness
a star up in the sky
a reason to keep living
and wings to soar so high
a hope full of light
a bit of strength to fight
So strong and protected
I dont fell so broken
I fell broken
Bro-o-o ken
Oh so broken
I dont fell so broken anymore
Oh I dont fell so broken anymore

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

I'm all yours


Im all yours (love song)

 

There’s a first time for everything

This is a first for me

I’ve started seeing you

In a way I always hoped I’d see

No hidden agendas

A twinkle in your eyes

Seein your unselfish love

Comes as no surprise

 
So here I am… Im all yours

Love ya till I die

Joined our hearts and become one

For you I’ll breathe my last sigh

You got all my attention

I gave you all my heart

I promise, I promise

We will never need to be apart
 

So put your arms around me

Allow our hearts to beat in one

Take each step together

Closes the separate stories of our lives

Can hold this love for you

Ill tell each one I see

Our love has a divine backing

As HE wanted it to be
 

So here I am… Im all yours

Love ya till I die

Joined our hearts and become one

For you I’ll breathe my last sigh

You got all my attention

I gave you all my heart

I promise, I promise

We will never need to be apart


You’re so amazing,

You take my breath away

Taking in every moment

Treasure everyday

Never will there be another one

Who makes my heart the way you do

No way other to say it

Baby, I love you

I’m all yours

 

 

 

 

Monday, May 27, 2013

Stand

here is my first song ever, don't be afraid to tell me what you think
 
 
Stand


There’s no way to describe

The feeling I feel inside

When the walls are closing in

On my heart, begging to survive

See the blue tears in my eyes

Feel the cries I feel inside

Cant you just care

Just see how my heart bleeds?

 

All I ask if for you to notice

What all seem blind to see

Cant you, cant you help me please?

In this fight Im fighting constantly!

Give me the will to do what’s right

Tell who I am

Make me brave for this fight

Help me, help me stand

 

You’ve put up the walls of showing love

To those that put the beat in your heart

When you stop from all the caressing

The ones you breathed for from the start

You will struggle just to fight through

Everyday a new day you have to get through

Remembering those who didnt love

Imagine if that was you?

 

All I ask if for you to notice

What all seem blind to see

Cant you, cant you help me please?

In this fight Im fighting constantly!

Give me the will to do what’s right

Tell who I am

Make me brave for this fight

Help me, help me stand

 

Oh oh oh oh oh

Help me stand

 

Oh oh oh oh

 

Help me stand

 

Oh oh oh

 

Help me stand

 

 

 

 

 

Just one notebook.

Hello! Im Cat! Im pretty much a fourteen year old innocent artistic goofball really. A while ago I started writing, with troubles crashing on my shoulders. Years of abuse, foster homes, and bullying had crashed down on me and all I had was a notebook. Just one notebook to scribble out my pain and feelings, so I wrote my first song Stand. Music began to reflect everything I did, and let me express myself with freedom and pure happiness. When life began to turn around for me and writing songs and music became my dream in life, and still is.
And I guess thats were it began :)